Home is hope.
I really want to go home. For a student living away from home, I can see hope.
June is approaching. Time for vacation. Time for refreshment. Time for reflection. Time for rejuvenation. Truth be told, when I get back to the Philippines I don’t want to leave again. It may seem riotous in the Philippines nowadays because of the coming election, but I don’t care. I just want to go home, and be indulged with Filipino culture, tradition, and language again. I don’t want it, but I need it rather. I need to look back to the place where I belong. I need to meet the Filipino cuisine again, I need to be restored. I don’t know if you will truly understand me, but I currently live away from the Philippines and I feel so empty.
I feel so empty without my family.
I feel so empty hearing only few people speak Tagalog.
I feel so empty having to choose to study overseas, overwhelmed by my expectations.
I feel so empty, not knowing that I’m betraying home little by little.
Again, June is coming. Hope is coming. I’m coming HOME.